The Unwanted Me

The birds flew in the sky
So the words in mah mind's eye.
I asked do u love me?
The really, really Unwanted Me...

Storms blew in the shores
Hurricanes and tornados
Reigned the ocean
Reigned the rains....
Lived the me
The Unwanted Me in mah veins........

Walking by the shores of the river
I asked mah partner- Do u love me?
In the sun she said yaa
In the rains she said naa...
But i am a lover of the rains
The Unwanted Me is in mah veins......

I stepped in adventures with mah friends
Played with snakes
And with friend fakes
I asked mah friend would u be mah friend?
The fire caught me again
The friends were nowhere to be seen
The Unwanted Me was within...
The Unwanted Me was mah friend
Till the end.....

Our friendship breaks never
Our love is forever
The Unwanted me is mah loving friend.....

কৃষ্ণ প্রেম

গোকুল এর রাখাল কৃষ্ণ

গোপী রাধা সনে

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কই সে বাঁশির সুর

সহজ প্রেমিক গোপীদের ও

করলে কেন দূর ??



কৃষ্ণ প্রেমের এ কি যাতনা

রইলো কৃষ্ণ মনে

দ্বারকা নরেশের সনে

দেখা হয় কেমনে ??



মন তুই বুঝিস না রে

কৃষ্ণ সবার হয়

তবু সেই প্রেমিক গোপাল

গোপীদের ই রয় ||



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যাস না বৃন্দাবনে

কৃষ্ণের বিরহের ব্যথা

ভুলছিস কেমনে ??

The Inner Me

Storms outside when blew up my thatched roof of faith
Nowhere was I to go anymore
Any longer.
None in this world on whom i trusted were true
The walls on which my faith house stood fell &
I was left alone forever.

It was then my tears showered
For the first time i heard the voice unknown
It was then none was there to accpet me or love, it said,
I really love u....

I stared at the voice
I knew it flattered
But i couldnt see the source
So i asked aloud, where do u come from?
It again said i really love u.

I searched out again
And heard a laughter
Why u search out, for one who's in?
None outside can love u,
U must know
For u are created by the one who's in.
I asked- why are u unseen?
It said, "when thoughts vanish, I can be seen".

Can I???

I couldnt think
Thoughts struck me,
My mind fell on objects
Then i could see.

I realised i cant relaise
Realisation came
I didnt know this world
Was such a deadly game!

O! Mother, crazy You are
I say,
O! Do I?
I mean, wherefrom the thought came?

I solved a sum others couldnt
Teacher praised me,
I didnt know why, for i couldnt find
Wherefrom the solution came?

I said a joke, people laughed
One said, only you can think that way
I heard a whisper, can u, ever?
And would u ever dare to say?

Poetry u write very well
A friend told me
Have a secret to share today
I really dont, infact i cant,
The lines strike,so i say...

punishment

To escape from a cane I could run
From one room to 'nother
I could flee.
Till I was tied with a rope
But I knew I could leave
Forever, this body.

For i felt there was no love
From anyone I knew,
I didnt for-
A hope remained,
A day would come
The one who loves me
Will come to take me with Him.

When He finally came
More strict this world became
Being tied with love
I got caned with guilt
Both from out and in He could speak
'N that's how I was to be built.
No way no chance to leave.

Human Mind In All

IT's human mind that lies inside
Everything that makes us,
Unknown, unseen, unpredictable
They just wont allow a fuss!

A man's heart loves till there is
An equlibrium is reached
From where it can
Both give and gain
And keep all as it is.
But its not a stable one
Repulse a more approach.
Like atoms, the smallest ones
There's an ego force.

Ego and love
Goes hand in hand
In the heart nucleus.
One says come
'Nother says go
& Thus they both make us.

The good n bad two elctronic spins,
Spins to neutralise
So the cycle of life and death
Comes to make us wise.

What if the coloumbic ego
Gets much more large?
The source of love, will then
With infinity converge.
From there will come the alpha charge
To the unstable ego
The atom would break to stable ones
& Will be free to go.
However if the charge of Infinite
Overcome the coloumb and touch-
Both the force n mass will be no more
No difference, only energy of divine touch...

Pimples

Pimples? Oh my God!
Now my b.f will leave me?
Oh! Look at the marks
On my face
He'd surely see.
Gels and creams,
Cosmetics and more
All at once I would pour
Pimples please go_
I cant handle anymore...

I used to say
Till the day
Came, when he really left me.
Tears from my eyes
Fell on the pimple
& She spake-
"So how are you now?
Broken heart by a needle point spot?
Broken heart for just a black dot?
Your heart so brittle I didnt know
You always claimed to take any blow.

Gels and creams hid me from you
But I am a part of you.
Wont your lover take me too?
If not, then where am I to go?

If you tell me to leave
I feel bad, I grieve.
It is me on whom your tears fall
It is me who saves you from all."

"What?" I remarked,
You are the cause of my tears
& You claim a praise?
Pimple smiled and said,
"Now, Look at the mind of the lad
& Be glad.
For i saved you
From those who betray
& Those who lust your beauty
Some day I know, you'd say.

"But they laughed at me",
I said
"Now let's laugh at 'em
Together",
Pimple smiled and said.

I was calm
The pimple went on.
"This is my job.
When someone loves or claims to,
I come on her face
To protect her from those who pretend
So God has made me.
So that you can test and see
Whether he really loves ye?"

My eyes opened
I touched my skin,
The pimple was no more
Nowhere to be seen.

I cried, "Pimple come back,
I need you.
Dont just stay on my face
I give my whole body,
Stay in every word I speak,
Stay in my nature
Stay in my habits,
Stay in my behaviour
Stay everywhere you see,
But, Dont leave me.

I am sorry, I told you to leave
But now I grieve.
Wont you forgive a friend
Who's sorry at the end?"

A voice spoke_
"I will, when I feel,
Whether you welcome me or not,
For till then, I've left my friend
My spot!!!"